always plodding on

With particular reference to curvy i offer this soup...

...since the last post i have applied, interviewed, moved to and started a new job. some ground has been covered.
i tried to Leave Well.... sounds good... who can specify what that entails or looks like? but i gave it my best shot and am still doing it, even whilst now trying to Begin Well... even harder to specify...
...finding that in beginnings there's no zoom out perspecive, only the close up of what's in front of you and who knows how its distorted? i have no plot for the rest of the picture - i dont even know how big the frame is.
and so i miss people. as always.
alongside the bigger picture to make sense of the snapshot view, i miss the community that made me. like a venn diagram.

and strangely its not bad.
it could be.
but its not.

it occurs to me... i wonder if i'm sheltered? and i hope that i am.
and i try not to strive. striving not to strive.

i miss Him and meet Him simultaneously. and so i plod on, reaching for a hand.